An Excerpt from Compound Fractures by Stephen White ~ Omnimystery News

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Compound Fractures
by Stephen White

We are delighted to welcome novelist Stephen White to Omnimystery News today.

Stephen's 20th — and final — book in his series featuring Dr. Alan Gregory is Compound Fractures (Dutton; August 2013 hardcover, audiobook and ebook formats) and we are pleased to introduce our readers to the book with an excerpt.

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PROLOGUE

DOCTOR LILA

ONE SESSION STOOD OUT. IT WAS OUR second one.
I have replayed the session in my head at least ten times. It was when my perspective changed. The day I got suspicious. On occasion I went back over it to see if there was a nuance I missed. Other times the loop replayed itself, an earworm, a melody my memory couldn't cut loose.
It's not in my personality to recall moments of assurance with much clarity. What I tend to recall vividly are my doubts and my fears. That therapy loop earned the replays because it was the session when my doubts and my fears began to crystallize, when I went from thinking that I might be in over my therapeutic head to wondering what the hell I might have gotten myself into with Dr. Alan Gregory.
Or as I called him, my patient.

My name is Delilah Mary Travis. My friends call me Lila. Most of my patients call me Dr. Travis, or Delilah.
Alan Gregory called me Lila. But we weren't friends.
It was the third week of January.
The session had been fitful. I felt no rhythm in his words.
As the end of our time approached I said, "I don't know what happened that morning. The day of the fire. The morning of the shooting. Moment by moment. You may think I know. You may wish I knew. You may want to proceed as though I know what you need me to know. But I don't know."
He didn't reply. That happened frequently with us.
During Alan's previous visit I'd asked him why he'd picked me to be his therapist. He said it was because he wanted a therapist he didn't know — he knew almost everybody in town — and because someone he trusted had once said good things about my work. I'd asked him why he didn't go to Denver; there had to be therapists there he didn't know. He said it was too much for him then. An almost three-hour round trip? He said he couldn't do it.
I began to think he'd been less than honest. I began to believe he chose me because I was inexperienced. He thought he could manipulate me.
I said, "I imagine it will be tender for you, sharing the story. But at some point you will need to tell me those details."
He stood. His timing was impeccable; he rose within seconds of the precise forty-five minute mark. As a therapist he had sat through a million forty-five minute hours. After the first few thousand or so he'd undoubtedly internalized the session interval.
I had not. My hours in the consultation chair were still in high triple-digits. The clock I relied upon was digital. It was not visible from his seat.
"Who does, Lila?" he replied. "Know? What happened, I mean."
Who knows? You're going existential about that? You were there, I wasn't. If I had been there I would know what the hell happened.
I kept the rant to myself. I said, "Are you unsure what happened that day?"
No dissociation, please. I don't have the chops for fugue. Not your fugue.
His face adjusted into an expression I couldn't interpret. He had a few of those. Then he said, "Am I 'sure'? A lot of certainty is squeezed into that syllable. Certainty is elusive for me. Death? Certain. Everything else? Uncertain."
God.
"Okay," he said. "Here's part of what happened that morning that you don't know. That maybe no one else knows." He took a deep breath. "My wife was in my office to caution me about a development in a case she was working. When she came to see me she didn't understand the implications of what she had learned. She thought she did, but she did not. She was being generous, maybe loving — I go back and forth about that — by warning me about legal action that was coming against someone I know."
"Legal action?"
"Taking that person into custody. For questioning. Or arrest. Like that."
"Thanks," I said. Why I thanked him I did not know.
"I told her that if she were to start arresting people she would have to begin by arresting me."
I was disbelieving. I'm sure I looked it. I said, "You?"
He said, "It's complicated. This may help: After Lauren told me what she was about to do I knew the time had arrived to reveal some secrets I'd been keeping from her. I did that — I revealed some things I had done."
"Things?" Jesus.
"Acts."
That sure clears things up. I said, "You're being vague."
"Intentionally. I am revealing I have secrets, but I am not revealing those secrets."
"Trust?" I said. Not exactly a therapeutic reach on my part. It was like a meteorologist forecasting rain seconds after she opens her umbrella.
"Yes. Lauren recognized the implications of what I told her. I knew she would, but I had hoped that my admission might alter the tilt of her heart. In my favor."
To him, his failure to trust me required no exploration. I felt it as a wound.
"I was wrong," he said. "Lauren was angry. Not understanding. All that my revelation changed for her that morning was her thinking about whom to arrest."
Alan Gregory was one of those people who confused me when he told me things intended to alleviate my confusion. By then that wasn't news for me.
I said, "She was going to arrest you? When she was shot?"
"Not at the beginning of her visit but yes, by the end. When she was shot."
His shoulders fell. Some amount of tension disappeared from his temples and his jaw. He seemed relieved to have breached this wall with me. We made brief eye contact. The intimacy of it all stunned me. Part of me melted with his glance, as though for that instant alone our arteries shared the same pumping heart.
He shook his head like he was as amazed as I was. His breath was shallow. "That morning? The fire up the street? Don't forget the fire."
My breathing was shallow too. The mirroring was not intentional. No, I had not forgotten the fire.
In a way that I don't think I had ever felt before in my time as a therapist, I was aware that a patient was sharing a dangerous secret with me. Not just a sensitive truth — that's routine — but a dangerous one. Dangerous for him. And possibly dangerous for me.
Alan Gregory woke to foreboding every morning of his life. To help him I would need to understand his foreboding. Perhaps even to feel it.
I said, "Could you please sit back down, Alan?" If he considered me a peer he wouldn't put me in the position I was in. I knew that. I didn't like it.
"Our time is up," he said.
I swallowed a sigh. "That's my call. This is my office. I am your therapist." I shouldn't have had to remind him of that. We'd work on that issue later. The list of what we would work on later was becoming unwieldy.
He nodded. But he remained standing. He seemed more paralyzed than defiant.
"Your wife was about to have you arrested for what?"
"Something serious," Alan said. "A felony. I can't discuss it."
"Can't?"
He sat down. "I will tell you what I told Lauren that morning: my caution has to do with clean hands." He looked at his hands as though he couldn't not look at his hands.
With monumental self-control I managed not to look at my hands. I was aware that his wife was shot not too many moments after he told her whatever he told her that morning. Apparently about clean hands.
"Yours?" I asked. "Your clean hands?"
He stood back up. "No," he said. "Yours."
That did it. I looked at my hands. I said, "Sit please." He didn't. Shit. "She had a reason to arrest you? The felony?"
"Yes. Definitely."
"You say 'definitely' yet you continue to be vague. You seem to be admitting … what, guilt? Yes? Are we talking about trust again? Right now? Between you and me?"
Air escaped his nostrils in a little huff. "Guilt? No question. Right and wrong. Morality? That's murky. Between us? Of course it's about trust."
He paused. I look back now and I wonder about that pause. I think he was telling me something. But I was missing it.
He tried to explain. "Trust is not only an issue between you and me. It was there between my wife and me. Maybe it is there between my friend — or friends — and me. There is a lot on the line here beyond my mental health. Culpability. Survival. Freedom. All of those."
Before I could acknowledge that gravity, he refocused on the mundane. He said, "We need to talk about your notes. Session notes, process notes, whatever. And supervision."
What? "Please sit. If you don't I am going to have to stand." He sat. I said, "Thank you. What about supervision? What about my notes?"
"Are you being supervised on this case?"
I had never before been asked that question. Few patients know that supervision — oversight of a treatment by a senior practitioner — exists as an option for their therapist. But Alan Gregory knew. He was one of those senior practitioners. In Boulder he was a supervisor.
"This therapy?" I said. "With you?" He nodded. "No. I am not being supervised."
"If you change your mind — about supervision — will you agree to inform me? I can't have what I tell you leave this room. Not even to a supervisor. Clean hands?"
"That's irregular," I said. "You know that."
"It's essential. Without that assurance, I can't proceed. Won't."
"I need to think about it. We can discuss it next time. What about my notes?"
"I would like you to make them sparse," he said.
"Short? Or, or lacking detail? What kind of sparse?"
He nodded. Then he shook his head.
I made a so-WTF face. If I'd had a supervisor she would have been directing me to continue to work on maintaining a therapeutic expression. They all did.
He said, "Lacking content. No names. No facts. No he-said, I-said. Process? Go to town. Whatever's helpful."
"I don't show my clinical notes to anyone, Alan. Ever. You don't have to worry."
His eyes were dismissive. "I wouldn't be here if I thought you would. I am concerned about people who would look at them without your consent."
I felt a chill. Huh? I looked at my hands again.
He said, "You may not have experience with those people. I do."
"I don't," I said. With another patient, I would not have admitted that. Alan Gregory was not another patient.
"Those people may know that I am coming to see you for therapy," he said.
It is typically no more a presence in my body than my liver, but my heart suddenly became an entity in my chest. Bump bump. Bump bump.
I began to question things I should have questioned sooner. My mind reassembled fragments and pieces he had allowed to leak out along the way.
A wildfire. Arrest. A gun. Shots in the back. A witness. His partner. A felony. A little boy. Trust. A leg wound. A wife in ICU. A cabbist.
Oh shit. And … holy shit. The felony. Trust. Guilt? I realized what he was admitting to me. I began to speak. My breath caught in my throat. I tried again.
I said, "You had a motive? That morning? To shoot your wife, didn't you?"
"If you choose to stop treating me, I understand."
"I asked you a question," I said.
Bump bump. Bump bump.
He looked out the window. "My request about your notes?"
Jesus. Did you hear what I just asked you? "Uh, I will be careful. I will take a look at what I've written. Next time we can talk about what I decide about shredding and starting over. Did" —
"Handwritten or digital?" he asked. "Dictated? I hope you don't have them in the cloud."
"Handwritten."
"If you shred it needs to be cross-shred, not strip-shred. Separate the confetti into piles. Dispose of the piles in different places. Or set the shreds on fire. Either works."
My patient wanted me to torch my notes. I added paranoia to his differential diagnosis. Great. This is great.
"Alan, did you have a motive to shoot your wife?"
Without any further hesitation, he said, "I did. That's the problem. At some point, they'll figure that out. He certainly will. And he won't let go. That, by the way, is the exact sort of thing that can't go in your notes."
He?
Bump-bump.

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Stephen White

Born on Long Island, Stephen White grew up in New York, New Jersey, and Southern California and attended the University of California campuses at Irvine (where he lasted three weeks as a creative writing major) and Los Angeles before graduating from Berkeley in 1972. Along the way he learned to fly small planes, worked as a tour guide at Universal Studios in Los Angeles, cooked and waited tables in Berkeley, and tended bar in Boulder. Trained as a clinical psychologist, he received his Ph.D. from the University of Colorado in 1979 and became known as an authority on the psychological effects of marital disruption. White not only worked in private practice but also at the University of Colorado Health Sciences Center, and later as a staff psychologist at The Children's Hospital in Denver, where he focused his attention on pediatric cancer patients.

Stephen White lives with his family in Colorado. To learn more about the author and his work, please visit his website at AuthorStephenWhite.com or find him on Facebook.

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Compound Fractures
Stephen White
A Dr. Alan Gregory Mystery

In this explosive conclusion to the decades-long saga, Dr. Alan Gregory is forced to acknowledge that the perils that may bring him to his knees are not the dangers he recognizes, nor are they orchestrated by the nemesis he has long feared. Instead he is confronted by unexpected threats from unanticipated adversaries and by intimate betrayal from those who have been closest to him. He is compelled to reconsider what he has long believed about trust and about love while he is trying to cope with overwhelming loss and grief.

To protect himself he must revisit the cruel ethical dilemma that turned his life upside down as a young psychologist. He has to judge whether the people reentering his life after long absences are friends or foes. He has to make sense of echoes of distant tragedies while he decides if there is anyone he can really trust. Mostly, as the clock ticks down, he must solve a deadly mystery in Eldorado Springs that has been brewing for more than a decade.